That’s a tough one. No one deserves to endure abuse. If you’re going through this, there are people who care and want to help. You can reach out to support groups or professionals for guidance.
For what ? Why should I I endure while they’re are hundreds of it that I can enjoy it means I don’t love and value myself that much there’s no need to suffer when they’re better options why should I settle for less when God promised me aboundace so the answer is NO